Hello everyone.
Sorry about my last post. It really sucked, I know. I would like to try to make it up to you, cept I don't really have any ideas, so what ima do is do a post inspired by my good friend, hannaH. Her blog is:
ahhh!! how do u get rid u this bloo stuff??? ahhh!!!!! sry guys but i have no idea how to fix my current predicament
anyways, her blog is just completely random, so, in honor of her( and my lack of ideas) so will mine. i will start by sharing sum o my fav song lyrics taken off o the back o my math book:
not long ago, i gave up hope, but u came along, and gave me sumfing i cud hold on to and i want u more than u can ever now
I want u to know, with everything i wont let this go these words r my heart and soul and i wont let go
its been a while, since i cud hold my head up hi and its been a while since i first saw u andits benn a while but i can still remember the way u looked at me
desperation! needing u! every last breath i scream for u! shatter me into a million pieces make me new! crush me tear me break me mold me make me waht u want me to be i am urs for u to use o take and replace me with u
my batteries died sum time ago i gotta heart shaped bow where they must go corrosions building everyday that is leading me astray its why im starting to decay and i will slowly rot away but i cant feel that anyways
i dont walk right, no, not like i used to theres a jump in my step as i rush to c u i cud b happy here as long as ur with me asa long as ur close to me
when everything is rong i cum talk to u u make me feel alright when im feelin blue... ur my best friend and i love u and i love u yes i do u r a blessing and i wont b messing with the one thing that brings light to all my darkness
why i never walked away why ive led myself this way?
love changes everything cuz ull always b there for me
love hurtsm but sumtimes its a good hurt
everything falls apart even the people who never frown especially break down
i try to make it thru my life, in my way, theres u i try to make it thru these lies thats all i do just dont deny it dont try to fight this and deal with it cuz thats just pasrt of it.. just go and leave this all behind cuz i swear i swear i dont care at all
angel of mercy, how did u find me? where did u read my story? pulled from the papers, desperate and hardened, seeking a momentary fix
my heart jumps, it jumps outta my chestm because i love u to death, theres no shame in what i say because i love u, i love u to death i took a bullett thru my bullett proof vest and it hurt ow u no it i love u to death
i loved the things we cud do i just wish that i cud talk to u cuz theres so much to say it makes me helpless
do u no where ur heart is? do u think u can find it? or did u trade it for sumthing, somewhere, for somethin better? isnt it better just to have it?
running thru the monsoon beyond the world to the end of time where the rain wont hurt fighting the storm into the blue when i lose myself i think of u together well b running sumwhere new thru the monsoon just me and u
i have a bunch more, i just dont wanna type it right now.
thats christmahanukakwanzakuhlishish! ~tyson
but ya
thank u all for reading and supporting my blog! i love you all!!! happy holidays!!!!!
and also just sum advice: appreciate what u have, youll miss it when its gone :(
IN HONOR OF MIKES GRANDMOTHER, WHO RECENTLY PASSED AWAY. :( REST IN PEACE AND MAY YOUR MEMORY LIVE ON.
this ones for u mike:
I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall
If I fall (down)
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...
~ My Chemical Romance- The Ghost of You